Im In Love With You....Dont you know

This is an open letter to the guy of my dreams.With my luck everybody but him will read it...Here it goes

I hate the fact that you cant help who you like but cant make someone like you back.
So I have liked you for what seems like forever.Our eyes sometimes meet and hold but thats it.No hello,smile or anything to show that you know that i exist.

You have no idea how many times I think about you.In fact it would be easier to count the times i dont think about you.You dont know how I calculate every gesture that you make,every hint of smile,every glance my way,trying to figure out if you could possibly like me too.
But you are so hard to read .My heart breaks everyday.I hate that I stay hopeful.Giving up would be easier I guess.But I dont want to fall,If it isn't for you.....

XOXO

Liking someone who doesnt like you back sucks....I have the hugest crush of my life right now.Hes in one of my varsity classes.Hes soooo cute,cant help thinking about him.I have never approached a guy ever and i dont think I can bring myself to.How can i let me know that I like him without actually telling him in person.I mean minus the pathetic letter above....I really LIKE him.....

One of those days...

im mostly an optimistic person.i honestly believe that dreams do come true most days.on other days,i feel like i am at my wits end.I begin to second question myself,and think will i ever?really?i have all these good songs and a great voice.but they cant take me anywhere unless i know the right people.i just want a chance to prove myself.to show that im worthy.i need someone to unlock a door for me and i swear i will work my butt off to open it...it hurts wanting something this much but not know how to get it...

Why not be HAPPY?

leona lewis's happy is spot on.why not make a conscious decision to be happy.not an easy task but what do you have to loose? life is never going to be a smooth ride.there will be bumps nd sharp curves.just smile your way through,and focus on what lies ahead.which is really up to you to discover.that should be excitin enough to get you through any self pity rut you find yourself in.atleast i think so...so go on,put on a smiley face:P

Just chillin...

schools closed last friday,nd i hv been hme since sunday.im jst chillin wit the family nd watchn lots of tv...im catchin up on the soapies nd series i miss whn im at school.ryt now im watchin a band called Prime Circle live show on tv.they are really gud.cool....

Nappies....No thanks!

It seems like pregnant girls are everywhere in school.nd from what i have heard,some of these pregnancies dont happen by mistake at all.There are teenage girls who actually want nd do watever it takes to get pregnant...that to me is just crazy,why would you want to take on a huge responsibility like raisin a child at such a tender age.i mean come on,you dont even have the resources to feed nd take care of yourself...what the hell do you want to bring a child for?I wonder what underlyin issues these girls have cos i refuse to believe anyone in their right mind wants a child as a child themself.Is it a security thing?,actually thinkin tht havin a baby will make sure the boyfriend is there alwalys?Thats just selfish though,dnt you think?let alone stupid...bet that boy is goin to run faster that you have ever seen him run.Its true,the statistics are on my side.Or maybe,its an acceptance issue,maybe these girls want someone to love them no matter what nd no one does unconditional love like kids...no matter wat reason,teenage pregnancy to me s such a tragedy.my sister got pregnant at 18.She now has 3 kids at 24.she has no job,nd depends on her baby daddy,who abuses her in anyway he can.He has single handedly taught me how to hate. so not every teenage pregnancy tale s goin to end this sad.I hear some teen mums end up successful.bt those to me are just the lucky ones...To me wakin up to cryin babies,changin nappies,nd worryin about all the child ailments s not my scene.im still a little selfish right now.its all about me,no mini-mes...