One of those days...

im mostly an optimistic person.i honestly believe that dreams do come true most days.on other days,i feel like i am at my wits end.I begin to second question myself,and think will i ever?really?i have all these good songs and a great voice.but they cant take me anywhere unless i know the right people.i just want a chance to prove myself.to show that im worthy.i need someone to unlock a door for me and i swear i will work my butt off to open it...it hurts wanting something this much but not know how to get it...